Monday, 24 November 2008

  • Whoa

    I haven't been on much lately. It's really hard with college and everything else happening at the moment... but I really will try to get back. Been to way to many parties recently and have eaten out waaaayyy to much because of birthdya or different events. Only good thing is i met a hot waiter guy at one of them.. soo I have something fun to do lol.

    Intake today:
    2 Bananas (80kcal each?) - 160
    Special K Bar-90
     Double Chocolate Chip Cookie (kinda big to)- 250?

    Total: 500

     

    I'll try and get back soon

    stay strong!

    xoxo

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

  • ah

    I' kinda depressed at the moment and angry. I'm in those fuck everything moods, and I just cant be assed with college or life. I just want to quit college and give up, get my credit card and passport and jsut randomly go some where, turn up at an airport ask them to scroll through avaliable flights and pick on randomly, without looking back. And I don't know why.. I just dont want to live this life anymore...

    Intake:
    Breakfast: Half Special K bar = 45
    Snack: 1/4 of the rest of the specil k bar. = 22.5
    Lunch: Banana(70), Half of a friend Kinderegg bar(120). = 190
    Snack: Rest of the SKBar(22.5), a friends cholate biscut(81) = 103.5
    Dinner: Chicken Wrap (550?), Swiss roll slice (200?) =  750
    Pigged: Aero yogurt (100) Plum (45) =145

    Total : 1,256 :(

    Random Quiz

    APPEARANCE
    [x] I am shorter than 5'4 (or 5'4 im not sure)
    [x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
    [ ] I have many scars. (I have one from falling off a motor bike and ripping up all the skin on my arm.. its less then a cm big xD) 
    [ ] I tan easily.
    [x] I wish my hair was (*naturaly) a different color.
    [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
    [ ] I have a tattoo.
    [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
    [ ] I have/had braces.
    [x] I wear glasses. (meant to... I wear them at home)
    [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (or a boob job if they were a once off)
    [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
    [ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
    [ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
    [x] I have freckles.

    FAMILY
    [x] I've sworn at my parents.
    [x] I've run away from home.
    [ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
    [ ] My biological parents are together.
    [ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
    [x] I want to have kids someday.
    [ ] I've had children.
    [ ] I've lost a child.

    EMBARASSMENT
    [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
    [x] Disney movies still make me cry.
    [x] I've peed from laughing.
    [x] I've snorted while laughing.
    [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
    [x] I've glued my hand to something
    [x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
    [ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

    RELATIONSHIPS
    [x] I'm single
    [ ] I'm in a relationship.
    [ ] I'm engaged.
    [ ] I'm married.
    [ ] I've gone on a blind date.
    [ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
    [x] I miss someone right now.
    [x] I have a fear of abandonment.
    [ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
    [ ] I've gotten divorced
    [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
    [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
    [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
    [x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

    SEXUALITY
    [x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
    [ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
    [x] I am a cuddler.
    [ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
    [x] I've hugged a stranger.
    [x] I have kissed a stranger.

    HONESTY
    [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
    [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
    [x] I've snuck out of my house.
    [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
    [x] I am keeping a secret from the world
    [x] I've cheated while playing a game.
    [x] I've cheated on a test.
    [ ] I've been suspended from school.

    BAD TIMES
    [x] I've consumed alcohol.
    [x] I regularly drink.
    [ ] I can't swallow pills.
    [ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
    [ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
    [x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
    [ ] I take anti-depressants.
    [ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic or EDNOS.*i dont think i am, but then idk.
    [x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
    [x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
    [ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
    [x] I've woken up crying ( they are nightmares though...)

Friday, 07 November 2008

  • Currently Listening
    All the Right Reasons
    By Nickelback
    Next Contestant
    see related

    Intake:

    Biscuit – 81

    Jacket Potato – butter, cheese, beans - 600

    4 squares of chocolate – 122

    2 slices of chocolate spread breadness – 400

     

    Outtake:

    120 sit ups

     

    I think today would of been fine if it wasn't for the stupid spazzy moment with the choclate spread :( Ireally didn't need that but I did it beofre i noticed what i was doing.

     

     

    I got sort of bored today and went online shopping for a dress for a friends birthday. What do you guys think? I'm totaly not eating like at all on saturday when the meal is and it's at a pretty posh chinese place, and chinese is pretty crap filled right?

     

    I think I may put like a bright red/purple or hot pink like colour ribbon band around the waist. She pretty though, hope the dress looks good on me...

    yea

     

    And the shoes I'm going to wear to. I've been wanting to get them for a while but I kept forgetting so I just chucked them in while I had my mums credit card hehe. Shhh

    shoes

     

    & some random gloves i bought for anywhen... I wish they didnt have the studs but i can't find any other pair like this that doesn't have the studs so I was like oh well, I'll put up with them... hald wondering how easy it would be to take them off... hopefully its like cheap studs and only glued on...

    gloves

Wednesday, 05 November 2008

  • Today was kinda boring. My psychology lecture had a go at me as i didn't want to go to uni, I was like I dont knwo wha ti wnat to do so im jsut going ot be wasting so much money D: But whatever... and that was about it came home early curle dup on the sofa and slept. Hehe, I'm kinda worried aoubt hte weekend though on saturdya my friends want me ot go to pizza hut, bowling and hten go out for a piss up.. but I really should keep my binging down as i always binge with them... Anyone got any good way to get out of eating crap around friends?

    Intake:
     4 square of chocoalte- 122 (alot i know D:)
     Orange- 60?
    Special K bar-90,
    Jacket Potato (with butter, beans and cheese)- 600?
    Total: 872

    Outtake:
    10minutes walk form colelge to the bus station (down hill xD),
    120 sit ups.

    I got bored after that, I've started ot do about 10-20 press up and then like loads of random arm exercises and crunches and stuff... But oh well

Tuesday, 04 November 2008

  •  OMG the last 2 weeks have been one big terrible binge... I've but on 6 pounds!!! I fele like a failure, I knew I shouldn't of bene eating all the crap I did, but my friends were all like RAWR FOOD, and then jsut we're liek wtf eat if i tried not to... sooo i gave into them all. But urh I feel so fat now :(

    I'm trying to get back on track now. The last two days through college I've had a special K bar and an apple. Then tried soo hard not to pig out at home. I'm slowly going to get better agian, but as i ate so much i'm like mroe hungry now and craving junk crap. But I can resit D:

    I hope...

    :(

Friday, 24 October 2008

  • Currently Listening
    Get Born
    By Jet
    Are You Gonna Be My Girl?
    see related

     

    I've done okay so far. Got up at 12 (yes Im lazy I know but I haven't had a lay in in like 6 weeks!), and haven't eaten anything :) Not even hungry, which is cool. I've cleaned the entire house, and washed the hallway floor, and even the microwave.. I opened it for some reason, and was disgusted at how bad my um had let it go! It was liek someone had been sick in it!!! Real gross, I swear my mum doesn't get cleaning food things, like the grill is jsut full of fat and stuff :/ I was going to clean that to, but I couldn't find those weird silver scrubby things so i didn't...

    She's bought alot of ready meals to for when she goes out, which is cool as they all have the calories of stuff on them, if there like over 500 im just going to shove some of it in the bin. I can keep under like 500calories (or less!) a day then :) Woot woot.

    Intake (4:3o) Nothing.

Coco_Shot

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    • Name: Coco_Shot
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 5/14/2008
Hey.
I'm Cathy, I live in Devon, England. & I'm 17 (13th June 1991)
I'm currently in college, and for once enjoying education. Am Jobless. Lives in a small village. ¤tly single.
Likes; Art, Graphics, Photography, Dancing, Cooking, Partying, Friends. Colour, Laughing <3
Dislikes; Bordem.

Height: 5'4
Weight: 9.3 stone. 129lbs
Desired Weight: 120 | 110

Me; I'm me, you can either take it or leave it. But apparently I'm awesome.
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To Do List


+ Revamp the bedroom
-Measure it out, design wall length wardrobe, get paul to build wall length wardrobe, paint room, new carpet, new bunk bed.
+ Get to atleast 120 by august
+ Get a flatter belly
+Throw awesome leaving parties for Jay & Steve

Shopping List

+ Get some wedges
+ Get those sexy high heel in topshop
+ Have hair done, hair extension
+ Jeans
+ lovely pink maxi dress
+ New sunglasses
+ New Bag

Weight

130 129 128 127 126 125 124 123 122 121 120 BY AUGUST !!