I' kinda depressed at the moment and angry. I'm in those fuck everything moods, and I just cant be assed with college or life. I just want to quit college and give up, get my credit card and passport and jsut randomly go some where, turn up at an airport ask them to scroll through avaliable flights and pick on randomly, without looking back. And I don't know why.. I just dont want to live this life anymore...

Intake:
Breakfast: Half Special K bar = 45
Snack: 1/4 of the rest of the specil k bar. = 22.5
Lunch: Banana(70), Half of a friend Kinderegg bar(120). = 190
Snack: Rest of the SKBar(22.5), a friends cholate biscut(81) = 103.5
Dinner: Chicken Wrap (550?), Swiss roll slice (200?) =  750
Pigged: Aero yogurt (100) Plum (45) =145

Total : 1,256 :(

Random Quiz

APPEARANCE
[x] I am shorter than 5'4 (or 5'4 im not sure)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars. (I have one from falling off a motor bike and ripping up all the skin on my arm.. its less then a cm big xD) 
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was (*naturaly) a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (meant to... I wear them at home)
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (or a boob job if they were a once off)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

FAMILY
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

EMBARASSMENT
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.

RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

HONESTY
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.

BAD TIMES
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic or EDNOS.*i dont think i am, but then idk.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying ( they are nightmares though...)

Today was kinda boring. My psychology lecture had a go at me as i didn't want to go to uni, I was like I dont knwo wha ti wnat to do so im jsut going ot be wasting so much money D: But whatever... and that was about it came home early curle dup on the sofa and slept. Hehe, I'm kinda worried aoubt hte weekend though on saturdya my friends want me ot go to pizza hut, bowling and hten go out for a piss up.. but I really should keep my binging down as i always binge with them... Anyone got any good way to get out of eating crap around friends?

Intake:
 4 square of chocoalte- 122 (alot i know D:)
 Orange- 60?
Special K bar-90,
Jacket Potato (with butter, beans and cheese)- 600?
Total: 872

Outtake:
10minutes walk form colelge to the bus station (down hill xD),
120 sit ups.

I got bored after that, I've started ot do about 10-20 press up and then like loads of random arm exercises and crunches and stuff... But oh well

I've done okay so far. Got up at 12 (yes Im lazy I know but I haven't had a lay in in like 6 weeks!), and haven't eaten anything :) Not even hungry, which is cool. I've cleaned the entire house, and washed the hallway floor, and even the microwave.. I opened it for some reason, and was disgusted at how bad my um had let it go! It was liek someone had been sick in it!!! Real gross, I swear my mum doesn't get cleaning food things, like the grill is jsut full of fat and stuff :/ I was going to clean that to, but I couldn't find those weird silver scrubby things so i didn't...

She's bought alot of ready meals to for when she goes out, which is cool as they all have the calories of stuff on them, if there like over 500 im just going to shove some of it in the bin. I can keep under like 500calories (or less!) a day then :) Woot woot.

Intake (4:3o) Nothing.